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玛丽安在麦仓里透露了克莱尔那件事以后,苔丝的心思又不止一次地集中到了那个地方——远方那个牧师住宅。她的丈夫曾经叮嘱过她,她要是想写信给克莱尔就通过他的父母转,她要是遇到困难就直接去找他们。但是她感到她在道德上已经没有资格做他的妻子了,所以她总是把她想写信给丈夫的冲动压制下来;因此她感到,自从她结婚以来,她对于牧师住宅那一家人来说,就像对她自己的家一样,实质上是不存在的。她在这两个方面的自尊和她的独立的性格是一致的,因此她在对自己应得的待遇经过仔细思考之后,就从来不再去想她在名分上应该得到的同情和帮助了。她决定由自己的品质来决定自己的成功与失败,放弃自己对于一个陌生家庭这种法律上的权力,那不过是那个家庭中有一个成员因为一时的感情冲动,在教堂的名册上把他的名字写在她名字的旁边罢了。

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但是现在伊茨的故事刺激了她,才使她感到她忍耐的程度是有限度的。她的丈夫为什么还没有写信给她?他曾经明确地告诉过她,他至少要让她知道他已经去了什么地方,但是他连一行字的信也没有写给她,没有把他的地址告诉她。他真的对她漠不关心吗?还是他病倒了?自己是不是应该对他主动一些呢?她一定要把自己渴望的勇气鼓起来,到牧师住宅去打听消息,对他的沉默表示自己的悲哀。如果安琪尔的父亲果真是他描述的那样一个好人的话,他一定会理解她的焦渴的心情的。至于她在社会上的艰难,她可以避而不谈。

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不到周末她是不能离开农场的,所以只有礼拜天才是她拜访牧师住宅的机会。燧石山地处白垩质高原的中心,直到现在还没有火车通到这儿,所以她只有靠步行到那儿去。由于来回都是十五英里的路程,所以她得起个大早,用一整天的时间来完成这件事。

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两个礼拜以后,风雪过去了,接着又是一场严酷的霜冻,她就利用道路冻住了的时候去进行这次拜访。礼拜天的早上,她在四点钟就下了楼,在星光里出门上路了。天气仍然很好,她走在路上,地面像铁砧一样,在她的脚下铮铮直响。

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听说她这趟出门与她的丈夫有关,玛丽安和伊茨都很关心。她们两个住的地方和苔丝在一条街上,和苔丝住的地方隔了一段路,在苔丝动身的时候都来帮助她。她们都劝苔丝穿上她最漂亮的衣服,这样才讨她公婆的欢心;但是苔丝知道老克莱尔先生是一个朴素的加尔文派,对这方面并不在乎,所以她就对她们的建议怀疑起来。自从她不幸的婚姻开始以来,已经过去一年了,但是在当时满满一柜新嫁娘衣服里,现在她保存下来的衣服,还是足够她把自己打扮成一个美丽动人而又不追求时尚的朴素的乡下姑娘。她穿的是一件浅灰色毛料长袍,在长袍的白色镶边的映衬下,她的脸和脖子的粉红色皮肤更加艳丽了。她在长袍的外面套一件黑色的天鹅绒外套,头上戴一顶黑色的天鹅绒帽子。

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“要是你的丈夫现在看见你,一定要万分怜爱你了?你的确是一个大美人呀!”伊茨·休特打量着苔丝说,那时苔丝正站在门口,外面是青蓝色的星光,屋内是昏黄的烛光。伊茨说这句话时,胸怀宽厚,全然不顾贬低了自己;她在苔丝的面前不能

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一个女人的心只要有楱子那样大就不能——同苔丝作对,苔丝对她自己的这些同类,用她非同一般的热情和力量影响了她们,把女人那些嫉妒和仇视的卑鄙感情都压下去了。

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她们在她的身上这儿抻一抻,拍一拍,那儿刷一刷,然后才让她出门,看着她消失在黎明前的晨光里。苔丝迈开大步走了,她们能够听见她走在坚硬的路面上的脚步声。即使是伊茨,她也希望苔丝这次拜访能获得成功,她虽然并不注重自己的道德,但是她想到自己一时受到克莱尔的诱惑而没有做出对不起她朋友的事的时候,心里就感到高兴。

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去年克莱尔同苔丝结婚时到现在整整一年了,只不过差了一天的日子,也就差了几天,克莱尔离开她就一年了。在一个干燥晴朗的冬季早晨,在白垩质山脊上清爽稀薄的空气里,她迈着轻快的步伐赶路;她去完成自己的这样一项任务,心里并没有感到气馁。毫无疑问,她在动身时的梦想就是要讨她婆婆的欢心,把自己的全部历史告诉那位夫人,争取她站到自己一边来,这样她就能把那位逃走了的人弄回来了。

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不久,她走到了那片宽大的斜坡边缘,斜坡下面就是黑荒原谷的大片沃土,现在还隐匿在雾霭里,沉睡在黎明中。这儿和高地无色的空气不同,在山谷里,那儿的大气是一种深蓝色。和她在高地上劳作的田地也不一样,高地上的田地是一百亩一块,而谷里的田地要小得多,不过五六亩一块,这无数块土地从山上望去,就好像网罗一样。这儿风景的颜色是一种浅褐色;再往下就和佛卢姆谷一样了,差不多成了青绿色。可是,她的悲伤就是在那个山谷里形成的,所以她不像以前那样喜欢它了。美在她看来,正如许多深有感触的人一样,并不在美的事物本身,而是在它的象征。

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她沿着山谷的左边坚定地向西走去;从那些欣托克村庄的上方经过,在从谢尔屯通向卡斯特桥的那条大路那儿向右转弯的地方穿过去,又沿着道格布利山和高斯托利走,在道格布利山和高斯托利之间,有一个被称作魔厨的小山谷。她沿着那段上坡路走到手形十字柱那儿,那根石头柱子孤零零地、静悄悄地耸立在那儿,表示一件奇事,或者凶杀案,或者两者都有的发生地点。她再往前走了三英里,从一条小路上穿过那条笔直的、荒凉的叫做长槐路的罗马古道;她一走到古道那儿,就立即从一条岔路上往下走,下了山就进了艾维斯黑德镇或者村,到了那儿,她就走了一半的路了。她在艾维斯黑德休息了一会儿,又吃了一次早饭,吃得又香又甜——她不是在母猪与橡实客栈吃的饭,为了避开客栈,她是在教堂旁边的一家农舍里吃的饭。

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苔丝剩下的后一半路是取道本维尔路,从较为平缓的地区走过去。不过,随着她和她这次要拜访的地点之间距离的缩短,她拜访成功的信心却越来越小了,要实现这次拜访的任务也越来越难了。她的目的如此明确,四周的景物却是如此朦胧,她甚至有时候还有迷路的危险。大约到了中午,她在一处低地边上的栅栏门旁歇了下来,爱敏寺和牧师住宅就在下面的低地里。

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她看见了教堂的四方形塔楼,她知道这个时候牧师和他的教民正聚集在塔楼的下面,因此在她的眼里是一种肃穆的神气。她心里想,要是设法在平时到这儿来就好了。像牧师这种好人,也许对选择在礼拜天到这儿来的女人有一些偏见,而不知道她的情形的紧迫性。事到如今,她也不能不往前走了。她已经走了这样远的路,穿的是一双笨重的靴子,于是就把脚上的靴子脱下来,换上一双漂亮的黑漆轻便靴子,把脱下来的靴子塞到门柱旁边回来时容易找到的树篱里,这才往山下走去;在她走近那座牧师住宅的时候,她的脸刚才被冷空气冻红了的颜色也慢慢地消褪了。

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苔丝希望能出现一件有利于她的事情,但是什么事情也没有发生。牧师住宅草坪上的灌木,在寒风中瑟瑟发抖;她用尽了自己的想象,而且也尽可能把自己打扮漂亮了,但是想象不出那就是他的近亲住的屋子;可是无论在天性还是在感情方面,都没有什么本质上的东西把她和他们分开,他们在痛苦、快乐、思想、出生、死前和死后都是一样的。

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她鼓起勇气走进牧师住宅的栅栏门,按了门铃。事情已经做了,就不能后退了。不,事情还没有做完,没有人出来为她开门。她得鼓起勇气再做一次。她又第二次按了门铃。她按门铃引起的激动,加上走了十五英里路后的劳累,因此她在等人开门的时候,不得不一手撑着腰,用胳膊肘撑着门廊的墙壁歇着。寒风刺骨,长春藤的叶子被风吹得枯萎了、枯黄了,不停地互相拍打着,把她的神经刺激得烦躁不安。一张带有血迹的纸,被风从一户买肉人家的垃圾堆里吹了起来,在门外的路上飞舞着;要落下来又显得太轻,要飞走又显得太重;陪着它一起飞舞的还有几根枯草。

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她把第二次门铃按得更响,但仍然没人出来开门。于是她就走出门廊,打开栅栏门走了出来。尽管她心有不甘地盯着房子的前面,仿佛要回去似的,但还是把栅栏门关上了,这时才松了一口气。有一种感觉在她的心里反复出现,他们也许认出她了(但是她不知道是怎样认出来的),所以才吩咐不要为她开门。

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苔丝走到拐角的地方,能做的她都做了;但是她决心不要因为自己一时的动摇而给将来留下悔恨,所以就又走回屋前,把所有的窗户都看了一遍。

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啊——原来是他们都去了教堂,所有的人都去了。她记得她的丈夫说过,他的父亲坚持要全家人,包括所有的仆人在内,都要去教堂作礼拜晨祷,回家时总是吃冷饭。因此,她必须等到晨祷结束他们才能回来。她不愿等在屋子的前面,免得引起别人注意,所以就绕过教堂,向一条篱路里走去。但是就在她走到教堂院子门口时,教堂里面的人已经开始涌出来,苔丝自己也裹在了人群当中。

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她在爱敏寺的教民眼里,就和在一个信步回家的乡村小镇的教民眼里一样,是一个外来的女人,是一个他们不认识的人。她加快了自己走路的步伐,走上了她刚才来的那条篱路,想在树篱中间找一个躲藏的地点,等到牧师一家人吃完了饭,在他们方便接见她的时候再出来。不久她就同从教堂里面出来的人隔得远了,只有两个年轻的男子胳膊挽着胳膊,快步从后面跟了上来。

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在他们走近了的时候,她听出他们正在用最热切的语气说话,一个女人在这种情形里是十分敏感的,因此她听出来他们说话的声音和她丈夫说话的声音有相同的特点。那两个走路的人正是她丈夫的两个哥哥。苔丝把她的一切计划都忘掉了,心里唯恐在这种混乱的时刻,在她还没有准备好同他们见面之前,让他们给追上了;虽然她觉得他们不会认出她来,但是她在本能上害怕他们注意她。她在前面走得越急,他们在后面追得越快。他们显然是要在回家吃午饭之前,先作一次短时间的快速散步,把他们坐在教堂里作礼拜冻了半天的脚暖和过来。

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在上山的路上,只有一个人走在苔丝的前面——一位小姐模样的姑娘,虽然她也许有一种故作高傲和过分拘谨的样子,但还是有几分惹人注意。苔丝在差不多赶上那位小姐的时候,她的两位大伯子也差不多追到了她的背后,近得她都能把他们说话的每一个字听清楚了。但直到那时,他们说的话都没有什么引起她的特别注意。他们注意到前面走着的那位小姐,其中有一个说,“那不是梅茜·羌特吗,我们追她去吧。”

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苔丝知道这个名字。正是这个女人,她的父母和克莱尔的父母要把她选作克莱尔的终身伴侣,要不是她自己从中插了进去,大概她已经和克莱尔结婚了。要是她再等一会儿,即使她以前不知道,她现在也会明白的,因为那两个哥哥中有一个说:“唉!可怜的安琪尔,可怜的安琪尔!我一看见这个漂亮的姑娘,我就要埋怨安琪尔太轻率,不娶这个漂亮小姐,而要去找一个挤牛奶的姑娘,或是一个干其它什么活儿的人。那分明是一件怪事。也不知道现在她是不是找到他了;几个月前我听到过安琪尔的消息,她还没有去找他。”

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“我也不知道。现在他什么也不告诉我了。他那场不幸的婚姻似乎完全使他和我们疏远了,自从他有了那些离奇的思想后,这种疏远就开始了。”

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苔丝加快了脚步,向漫长的山上走去;但是她硬要走在他们的前面,就难免不引起他们的注意。后来,他们赶上了她,从她的身边走过去。远远走在前面的那位年轻小姐听见了他们的脚步声,转过身来。接着,他们互相打了招呼,握了手,就一块往前走。

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他们很快就走到了小山的顶上。显然,看他们的意思这个地点是他们散步的终点,所以他们就放慢了脚步,三个人一起拐到了栅栏门的旁边,就在一个小时以前,苔丝在还没有下山进镇的时候,也曾经在那个栅栏旁休息过。在他们谈话的时候,两位牧师兄弟中有一个用他的雨伞在树篱中仔细地搜寻着,拨拉出来一样什么东西。

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“一双旧靴子!”他说。“我想是某个骗子或者什么人扔掉的。”

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“也许是某个想赤着脚到镇上去的骗子,想用这种方法引起我们的同情,”梅茜小姐说。“不错,一定是的,因为这是很好的走路穿的靴子——一点儿也没有磨破。干这种事的人真坏呀!我们把靴子拿回家去送给穷人吧。”

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找到靴子的那个人是卡斯伯特·克莱尔,他用手中的伞把勾起靴子,递给梅茜小姐,苔丝的靴子就这样被别人拿走了。

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这些话苔丝都听见了,她戴着毛织的面纱从他们身边走过去,又立即回头去看,看见那一行教民带着她的靴子离开了栅栏门,又走回山下去了。

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因此我们这位女主角又开始了她的行程。眼泪,使她双眼感到模糊的眼泪,从她的脸上流淌下来。她也知道,完全是她的多愁善感和毫无根据的敏感,才导致她把看见的一幕当成对自己的谴责;尽管如此,她还是无法从中摆脱出来。她是一个不能保护自己的人,不能违背所有这些对她不利的预兆。再想回到牧师住宅是不可能了。安棋尔的妻子差不多感到,她仿佛是一个被侮弄的东西,被那些在她看来极其高雅的牧师赶到了山上。她是在无意中受到伤害的,她的运气也有些不好,她遇到的不是那个父亲,而是他的儿子,父亲尽管狭隘,但不似儿子们严厉刻薄,并且天性慈爱。她又想起了她的那些带着泥土的靴子,这双靴子无故受了一番嘲弄,她不仅可怜它们,而且她还感到,靴子主人的命运是多么绝望啊。

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“唉!”她自卑自怜地叹气说,“他们一点儿也不知道,为了把他为我买的这双漂亮靴子省着穿,最粗糙的一段路是我穿着那双旧靴子走的啊——不——他们是不会知道的!他们也不会想到,我穿的这件袍子的颜色还是他挑选的呢——不——他们哪里会知道呢?即使他们知道,他们也不会放在心上的,因为他们并不太关心他呀,可怜的人啊!”

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她接着又可怜起她心爱的人来,其实她所有的这些苦恼,都是由他判断事物的传统标准引起的;她在路上走着,却不知道她一生中最大的不幸,就是因为她在最后的关键时刻,用她看见的儿子去判断他们的父亲,丧失了妇女的勇气。她现在的情形,正好可以引起克莱尔先生和克莱尔太太的同情心。他们遇见特别的事情,就最容易引发他们的恻隐之心,而那些未曾陷入绝境的人,他们轻微的精神苦恼却很难引起他们的关切和关注。他们在拯救税吏和罪人的时候,实在不该忘记为文士和法利赛人的痛苦说几句话①;他们这种见解狭隘的缺点,在这个时候倒应该运用到他们的儿媳身上,把她完全当成一个落难的人,向她表示他们的爱心。

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①见《圣经·马太福音》第九章、第二十一章;《圣经·马可福音》第二章。

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因此,她又开始沿着来路往回跋涉,她来的时候本来就没有抱太大的希望,而只是深信在她的人生中又出现了一次危机。显然,什么危机也没有发生;现在她只好再回到那块饥饿的土地上的农场里去谋生了,去等待她再次聚集勇气面对牧师住宅的时候了,除此而外,她已经没有什么好做的了,在回家的路上,她确实对自己产生了足够的兴趣,掀开了脸上的面纱,仿佛是要让世界看一看,她至少可以展示出梅茜·羌特展示不出来的容貌。但是她在掀开脸上的面纱的时候,又难过地摇了摇头。“这不算什么——这不算什么!”她说。“谁还爱这副容貌呢,谁还看这副容貌呢。像我这样一个被遗弃的人,还有谁在乎她的容貌啊!”

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她在回去的路上,与其说是在毫目的地前进,不如说是在毫无目的地飘荡。她没有活力,没有目的;只有一种倾向。她沿着漫长乏味的本维尔路走着,渐渐感到疲乏了,就靠在栅栏门上或是里程碑上歇一歇。她又走了七八英里的路,沿着一座又陡又长的小山走下去,山下有一个叫做艾维斯黑德的村庄,也可以说是小镇,这时候她才走进一所屋子。就在这个小镇里,她早晨在这儿吃过早饭,心里满怀着希望。这座小屋在教堂的旁边,差不多是村子尽头的第一家,在这所屋子的主妇到食品间为苔丝拿牛奶的时候,她向街上看去,发现街上似乎空荡荡的。

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“所有的人都作晚祷去了吧,是不是?”她说。

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“不,亲爱的,”那个年老的妇人说。“现在作晚祷还早了些;作晚祷的钟声现在还没有敲响呐。人们都到麦仓那边听人讲道去了。晨祷和晚祷之间,有一个卫理公会牧师在那儿讲道——他们说他是一个杰出的、火热的基督徒。可是,天啦,我是不去听他讲道的!在那边教堂里的定期讲道对我已经够多的了。”

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苔丝不久走进了村子,她的脚步声传到两边房子的墙上再反射回来,仿佛这儿是一个死人的国度。靠近村子正中的地方,她的脚步的回声掺杂了一些其它的声音;她看见路边不远处有一个麦仓,就猜想那些声音是讲道人的声音了。

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在寂静晴朗的天气里,讲道人的声音十分清楚,虽然苔丝还在麦仓的另一边,但是不久她就能把他讲的每一句话都听清楚了。正如可以想象得到的那样,那篇讲演词是极端唯信仰论那一类的;这在圣保罗的神学理论中已经得到阐述:只要信仰基督就可以释罪。那位狂热讲道人的一成不变的理论,是用狂热的情绪讲出来的,讲道的态度完全是一种慷慨激昂的态度,很明显完全不懂得辩证的技巧。苔丝虽然没有听到开头的讲道,她也能从他不断反复的念叨中听出那一篇讲道词是什么——

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无知的加太人哪,耶稣基督钉死在十字架上的时候,已经活画在你们眼前,谁又迷惑了你们,叫你们

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不信真理呢?①

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①见《圣经·加拉太书》第三章第一节。

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苔丝站在后面听着,越来越感兴趣了,因为她发现那个讲道人的主义,和安琪尔的父亲是一派的,属于形式热烈的一种,当讲道人开始细讲他信仰这些观点的精神历程时,苔丝的兴趣更浓了。他说他是一个罪恶深重的人。他曾经嘲笑过宗教,结交过放荡淫秽的人。但是后来有一天他醒悟了,他之所以能够醒悟,主要是受到当初曾被他粗暴地侮辱过的一个牧师的影响;那位牧师在离开时说了几句话,那几句话刻在了他的心里,叫他永远不忘,后来凭借上帝的恩惠,他就转变过来了,变成了他们现在看见的样子了。

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还有比那种主义更让苔丝吃惊的了,那就是讲道人的声音,尽管似乎不可能,那声音居然和阿历克·德贝维尔的声音一模一样。她一阵痛苦疑惑,脸也变得呆滞起来;她转到麦仓的前门那儿,从那儿走过去。低沉的冬日直射着这边有着双层大门的入口处;一扇大门已经打开,外面的阳光照进里面的打麦场,落在讲道人的身上,也落在听讲道的人身上,他们都暖暖和和地站在麦仓里,麦仓挡住了北边的寒风。在那儿听讲道的人全是村里的村民,在那些村民中间,有一个是她在从前那个难忘的时刻见过的提着红油漆桶写格言的人。不过她注意的还是站在麦仓中间的那个人,他站在几个麦袋子上面,面对着听讲的人和麦仓的大门。三点钟的太阳照在他的身上,把他照得清清楚楚;诱奸她的人就站在她的面前,自从清楚地听见他的声音以来,她就感到奇怪,感到沮丧,现在不能不相信了,不错,事实终于得到了确认。

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There was no exaggeration in Marian’s definition of Flintcomb-Ash farm as a starve-acre place. The single fat thing on the soil was Marian herself; and she was an importation. Of the three classes of village, the village cared for by its lord, the village cared for by itself, and the village uncared for either by itself or by its lord (in other words, the village of a resident squire’s tenantry, the village of free or copy-holders, and the absentee-owner’s village, farmed with the land) this place, Flintcomb-Ash, was the third.

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But Tess set to work. Patience, that blending of moral courage with physical timidity, was now no longer a minor feature in Mrs Angel Clare; and it sustained her.

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The swede-field in which she and her companion were set hacking was a stretch of a hundred odd acres, in one patch, on the highest ground of the farm, rising above stony lanchets or lynchets - the outcrop of siliceous veins in the chalk formation, composed of myriads of loose white flints in bulbous, cusped, and phallic shapes. The upper half of each turnip had been eaten off by the live-stock, and it was the business of the two women to grub up the lower or earthy half of the root with a hooked fork called a hacker, that it might be eaten also. Every leaf of the vegetable having already been consumed, the whole field was in colour a desolate drab; it was a complexion without features, as if a face, from chin to brow, should be only an expanse of skin. The sky wore, in another colour, the same likeness; a white vacuity of countenance with the lineaments gone. So these two upper and nether visages confronted each other all day long, the white face looking down on the brown face, and the brown face looking up at the white face, without anything standing between them but the two girls crawling over the surface of the former like flies.

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Nobody came near them, and their movements showed a mechanical regularity; their forms standing enshrouded in Hessian `wroppers’ - sleeved brown pinafores, tied behind to the bottom, to keep their gowns from blowing about - scant skirts revealing boots that reached high up the ankles, and yellow sheepskin gloves with gauntlets. The pensive character which the curtained hood lent to their bent heads would have reminded the observer of some early Italian conception of the two Marys.

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They worked on hour after hour, unconscious of the forlorn aspect they bore in the landscape, not thinking of the justice or injustice of their lot. Even in such a position as theirs it was possible to exist in a dream. In the afternoon the rain came on again, and Marian said that they need not work any more. But if they did not work they would not be paid; so they worked on. It was so high a situation, this field, that the rain had no occasion to fall, but raced along horizontally upon the yelling wind, sticking into them like glass splinters till they were wet through. Tess had not known till now what was really meant by that. There are degrees of dampness, and a very little is called being wet through in common talk. But to stand working slowly in a field, and feel the creep of rain-water, first in legs and shoulders, then on hips and head, then at back, front, and sides, and yet to work on till the leaden light diminishes and marks that the sun is down, demands a distinct modicum of stoicism, even of valour.

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Yet they did not feel the wetness so much as might be supposed. They were both young, and they were talking of the time when they lived and loved together at Talbothays Dairy, that happy green tract of land where summer had been liberal in her gifts; in substance to all, emotionally to these. Tess would fain not have conversed with Marian of the man who was legally, if not actually, her husband; but the irresistible fascination of the subject betrayed her into reciprocating Marian’s remarks. And thus, as has been said, though the damp curtains of their bonnets flapped smartly into their faces, and their wrappers clung about them to wearisomeness, they lived all this afternoon in memories of green, sunny, romantic Talbothays.

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`You can see a gleam of a hill within a few miles o’ Froom Valley from here when ’tis fine,’ said Marian.

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`Ah! Can you!’ said Tess, awake to the new value of this locality.

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So the two forces were at work here as everywhere, the inherent will to enjoy, and the circumstantial will against enjoyment. Marian’s will had a method of assisting itself by taking from her pocket as the afternoon wore on a pint bottle corked with white rag, from which she invited Tess to drink. Tess’s unassisted power of dreaming, however, being enough for her sublimation at present, she declined except the merest sip, and then Marian took a pull herself from the spirits.

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`I’ve got used to it,’ she said, `and can’t leave it off now. ’Tis my only comfort - You see I lost him: you didn’t; and you can do without it, perhaps.’

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Tess thought her loss as great as Marian’s, but upheld by the dignity of being Angel’s wife, in the letter at least, she accepted Marian’s differentiation.

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Amid this scene Tess slaved in the morning frosts and in the afternoon rains. When it was not swede-grubbing it was swede-trimming, in which process they sliced off the earth and the fibres with a bill-hook before storing the roots for future use. At this occupation they could shelter themselves by a thatched hurdle if it rained; but if it was frosty even their thick leather gloves could not prevent the frozen masses they handled from biting their fingers. Still Tess hoped. She had a conviction that sooner or later the magnanimity which she persisted in reckoning as a chief ingredient of Clare’s character would lead him to rejoin her.

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Marian, primed to a humorous mood, would discover the queer-shaped flints aforesaid, and shriek with laughter, Tess remaining severely obtuse. They often looked across the country to where the Var or Froom was known to stretch, even though they might not be able to see it; and, fixing their eyes on the cloaking gray mist, imagined the old times they had spent out there.

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`Ah,’ said Marian, `how I should like another or two of our old set to come here! Then we could bring up Talbothays every day here afield, and talk of he, and of what nice times we had there, and o’ the old things we used to know, and make it all come back again almost, in seeming!’ Marian’s eyes softened, and her voice grew vague as the visions returned. `I’ll write to Izz Huett,’ she said. `She’s biding at home doing nothing now, I know, and I’ll tell her we be here, and ask her to come; and perhaps Retty is well enough now.’

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Tess had nothing to say against the proposal, and the next she heard of this plan for importing old Talbothays’ joys was two or three days later, when Marian informed her that Izz had replied to her inquiry, and had promised to come if she could.

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There had not been such a winter for years. It came on in stealthy and measured glides, like the moves of a chess-player. One morning the few lonely trees and the thorns of the hedgerows appeared as if they had put off a vegetable for an animal integument. Every twig was covered with a white nap as of fur grown from the rind during the night, giving it four times its usual stoutness; the whole bush or tree forming a staring sketch in white lines on the mournful gray of the sky and horizon. Cobwebs revealed their presence on sheds and walls where none had ever been observed till brought out into visibility by the crystallizing atmosphere, hanging like loops of white worsted from salient points of the out-houses, posts, and gates.

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After this season of congealed dampness came a spell of dry frost, when strange birds from behind the North Pole began to arrive silently on the upland of Flintcomb-Ash; gaunt spectral creatures with tragical eyes - eyes which had witnessed scenes of cataclysmal horror in inaccessible polar regions of a magnitude such as no human being had ever conceived, in curdling temperatures that no man could endure; which had beheld the crash of icebergs and the slide of snow hills by the shooting light of the Aurora; been half blinded by the whirl of colossal storms and terraqueous distortions; and retained the expression of feature that such scenes had engendered. These nameless birds came quite near to Tess and Marian, but of all they had seen which humanity would never see, they brought no account. The traveller’s ambition to tell was not theirs, and, with dumb impassivity, they dismissed experiences which they did not value for the immediate incidents of this homely upland - the trivial movements of the two girls in disturbing the clods with their hackers so as to uncover something or other that these visitants relished as food.

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Then one day a peculiar quality invaded the air of this open country. There came a moisture which was not of rain, and a cold which was not of frost. It chilled the eyeballs of the twain, made their brows ache, penetrated to their skeletons, affecting the surface of the body less than its core. They knew that it meant snow, and in the night the snow came. Tess, who continued to live at the cottage with the warm gable that cheered any lonely pedestrian who paused beside it, awoke in the night, and heard above the thatch noises which seemed to signify that the roof had turned itself into a gymnasium of all the winds. When she lit her lamp to get up in the morning she found that the snow had blown through a chink in the casement, forming a white cone of the finest powder against the inside, and had also come down the chimney, so that it lay sole-deep upon the floor, on which her shoes left tracks when she moved about. Without, the storm drove so fast as to create a snow-mist in the kitchen; but as yet it was too dark out-of-doors to see anything.

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Tess knew that it was impossible to go on with the swedes; and by the time she had finished breakfast beside the solitary little lamp, Marian arrived to tell her that they were to join the rest of the women at reed-drawing in the barn till the weather changed. As soon, therefore, as the uniform cloak of darkness without began to turn to a disordered medley of grays, they blew out the lamp, wrapped themselves up in their thickest pinners, tied their woollen cravats round their necks and across their chests, and started for the barn. The snow had followed the birds from the polar basin as a white pillar of a cloud, and individual flakes could not be seen. The blast smelt of icebergs, arctic seas, whales, and white bears, carrying the snow so that it licked the land but did not deepen on it. They trudged onwards with slanted bodies through the flossy fields, keeping as well as they could in the shelter of hedges, which, however, acted as strainers rather than screens. The air, afflicted to pallor with the hoary multitudes that infested it, twisted and spun them eccentrically, suggesting an achromatic chaos of things. But both the young women were fairly cheerful; such weather on a dry upland is not in itself dispiriting.

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`Ha-ha! the cunning northern birds knew this was coming,’ said Marian. `Depend upon’t, they keep just in front o’t all the way from the North Star. Your husband, my dear, is, I make no doubt, having scorching weather all this time. Lord, if he could only see his pretty wife now! Not that this weather hurts your beauty at all - in fact, it rather does it good.’

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`You mustn’t talk about him to me, Marian,’ said Tess severely.

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`Well, but - surely you care for ’n! Do you?’

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Instead of answering, Tess, with tears in her eyes, impulsively faced in the direction in which she imagined South America to lie, and, putting up her lips, blew out a passionate kiss upon the snowy wind.

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`Well, well, I know you do. But upon my body, it is a rum life for a married couple! There - I won’t say another word! Well, as for the weather, it won’t hurt us in the wheat-barn; but reed-drawing is fearful hard work - worse than swede-hacking. I can stand it because I’m stout; but you be slimmer than I. I can’t think why maister should have set ’ee at it.’

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They reached the wheat-barn and entered it. One end of the long structure was full of corn; the middle was where the reed-drawing was carried on, and there had already been placed in the reed-press the evening before as many sheaves of wheat as would be sufficient for the women to draw from during the day.

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`Why, here’s Izz!’ said Marian.

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Izz it was, and she came forward. She had walked all the way from her mother’s home on the previous afternoon, and, not deeming the distance so great, had been belated, arriving, however, just before the snow began, and sleeping at the ale-house. The farmer had agreed with her mother at market to take her on if she came to-day, and she had been afraid to disappoint him by delay.

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In addition to Tess, Marian, and Izz, there were two women from a neighbouring village; two Amazonian sisters, whom Tess with a start remembered as Dark Car the Queen of Spades and her junior the Queen of Diamonds - those who had tried to fight with her in the midnight quarrel at Trantridge. They showed no recognition of her, and possibly had none, for they had been under the influence of liquor on that occasion, and were only temporary sojourners there as here. They did all kinds of men’s work by preference, including well-sinking, hedging, ditching, and excavating, without any sense of fatigue. Noted reed-drawers were they too, and looked round upon the other three with some superciliousness.

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Putting on their gloves all set to work in a row in front of the press, an erection formed of two posts connected by a cross-beam, under which the sheaves to be drawn from were laid ears outward, the beam being pegged down by pins in the uprights, and lowered as the sheaves diminished.

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The day hardened in colour, the light coming in at the barn doors upwards from the snow instead of downwards from the sky. The girls pulled handful after handful from the press; but by reason of the presence of the strange women, who were recounting scandals, Marian and Izz could not at first talk of old times as they wished to do. Presently they heard the muffled tread of a horse, and the farmer rode up to the barn-door. When he had dismounted he came close to Tess, and remained looking musingly at the side of her face. She had not turned at first, but his fixed attitude led her to look round, when she perceived that her employer was the native of Trantridge from whom she had taken flight on the high-road because of his allusion to her history.

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He waited till she had carried the drawn bundles to the pile outside, when he said, `So you be the young woman who took my civility in such ill part? Be drowned if I didn’t think you might be as soon as I heard of your being hired! Well, you thought you had got the better of me the first time at the inn with your fancy-man, and the second time on the road, when you bolted; but now I think I’ve got the better of you.’ He concluded with a hard laugh.

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Tess, between the Amazons and the farmer like a bird caught in a clap-net, returned no answer, continuing to pull the straw. She could read character sufficiently well to know by this time that she had nothing to fear from her employer’s gallantry; it was rather the tyranny induced by his mortification at Clare’s treatment of him. Upon the whole she preferred that sentiment in man and felt brave enough to endure it.

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`You thought I was in love with ’ee I suppose? Some women are such fools, to take every look as serious earnest. But there’s nothing like a winter afield for taking that nonsense out o’ young wenches’ heads; and you’ve signed and agreed till Lady-Day. Now, are you going to beg my pardon?’

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`I think you ought to beg mine.’

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`Very well - as you like. But we’ll see which is master here. Be they all the sheaves you’ve done to-day?’

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`Yes, sir.’

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`’Tis a very poor show. Just see what they’ve done over there’ (pointing to the two stalwart women). `The rest, too, have done better than you.’

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`They’ve all practised it before, and I have not. And I thought it made no difference to you as it is task work, and we are only paid for what we do.’

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`Oh, but it does. I want the barn cleared.’

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`I am going to work all the afternoon instead of leaving at two as the others will do.’

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`He had to go - he was obliged to go, to see about the land over there!’ pleaded Tess.

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`He might have tided ’ee over the winter.’

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