通译双语文库:永别了，武器第6章

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我上前线救护站忙了两天。回来时已经太晚，所以到第三天晚上才去找巴克莱小姐。她不在花园里，我只好在医院办公室里等待她下来。

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I was away for two days at the posts. When I got home it was too late and I did not see Miss Barkley until the next evening. She was not in the garden and I had to wait in the office of the hospital until she came down.

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办公室的墙边上有许多油漆过的木柱子，上边摆着好些大理石的半身像。甚至办公室外边的门廊上，也有一排排雕像。这些雕像有大理石那种完完整整的品质，看起来千篇一律。雕刻这玩艺儿我总觉得沉闷——不过，铜像倒还有点道理。

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There were many marble busts on painted wooden pillars along the walls of the room they used for an office. The hall too, that the office opened on, was lined with them. They had the complete marble quality of all looking alike. Sculpture had always seemed a dull business--still, bronzes looked like something.

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但是大理石的半身像，简直就像片坟山。坟山中也有一个好的——在比萨① 的那一个。要看坏的大理石像，最好上热那亚②。这医院本来是某德国大富豪的别墅，这些石像一定花了他不少钱。

① 比萨是意大利中西部的古城。

② 热那亚是意大利西北部地中海边的城市。

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But marble busts all looked like a cemetery. There was one fine cemetery though--the one at Pisa. Genoa was the place to see the bad marbles. This had been the villa of a very wealthy German and the busts must have cost him plenty.

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我倒想知道雕刻师是谁，他赚了多少钱。我看看那些雕像，不晓得是不是属于一个家族的；可惜雕刻得古典一律。多看也看不出什么名堂来。

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I wondered who had done them and how much he got. I tried to make out whether they were members of the family or what; but they were all uniformly classical. You could not tell anything about them.

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我坐在一把椅子上，手里拿着帽子。照规矩我们就是回到了哥里察还得戴钢盔，虽则戴起来怪不舒服，而且太装腔作势，因为镇上的老百姓根本尚未撤退。我上前线各站去时，只好戴它一顶，同时还带了一个英国制造的防毒面罩。我们现在开始搞到一些面罩了。地道的面罩。

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I sat on a chair and held my cap. We were supposed to wear steel helmets even in Gorizia but they were uncomfortable and too bloody theatrical in a town where the civilian inhabitants had not been evacuated. I wore one when we went up to the posts and carried an English gas mask. We were just beginning to get some of them. They were a real mask.

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照规矩我们还得佩带手枪；就是军医和卫生人员也不能例外。我现在就感觉得到手枪正顶在椅背上。并且还得把枪佩带在人家看得见的地方，否则有被捕的可能性。雷那蒂佩着一只手枪皮套，里面装的可尽是大便用的卫生纸。

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Also we were required to wear an automatic pistol; even doctors and sanitary officers. I felt it against the back of the chair. You were liable to arrest if you did not have one worn in plain sight. Rinaldi carried a holster stuffed with toilet paper.

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我佩带的倒是一支真枪，所以自己大有枪手的感觉，后来试放几下，才知道不行。那是支7.65口径的阿斯特拉牌手枪，枪筒短，开起来跳动得非常厉害，别想打中任何目标。

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I wore a real one and felt like a gunman until I practised firing it. It was an Astra 7.65 caliber with a short barrel and it jumped so sharply when you let it off that there was no question of hitting anything.

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我练习了一个时期，尽量往靶子的下边打，想尽方法克服短枪筒那种滑稽的颤跳，到了后来，终于能够在二十步外打中离靶子一码远的地方了，后来我常常感到佩带手枪的荒唐滑稽，但不久也就忘记了它，随便吊在腰背上，一点感觉都没有，除非是偶尔碰到讲英语的人，才多少感到有点儿不好意思。

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I practised with it, holding below the target and trying to master the jerk of the ridiculous short barrel until I could hit within a yard of where I aimed at twenty paces and then the ridiculousness of carrying a pistol at all came over me and I soon forgot it and carried it flopping against the small of my back with no feeling at all except a vague sort of shame when I met English-speaking people.

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我现在坐在椅子上，有一个勤务模样的人坐在一张台子后边，不以为然地盯着我，而我则看着大理石地板、摆有雕像的柱子和墙上的壁画，等待巴克莱小姐。壁画还算不错。任何壁画，只要开始剥落，总是行的。

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I sat now in the chair and an orderly of some sort looked at me disapprovingly from behind a desk while I looked at the marble floor, the pillars with the marble busts, and the frescoes on the wall and waited for Miss Barkley. The frescoes were not bad. Any frescoes were good when they started to peel and flake off.

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我看见凯瑟琳·巴克莱走下门廊来，便站起身。她朝我走来的时候并不显得怎么高，不过很可爱。

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I saw Catherine Barkley coming down the hall, and stood up. She did not seem tall walking toward me but she looked very lovely.

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“晚安，亨利先生，”她说。

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"Good-evening, Mr. Henry," she said.

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“您好！”我说。那个勤务在办公桌后边听着。

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"How do you do?" I said. The orderly was listening behind the desk.

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“这儿坐坐呢，还是到花园去？”

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"Shall we sit here or go out in the garden?"

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“还是到外边去溜溜吧。外边阴凉多了。”

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"Let’s go out. It’s much cooler."

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我跟在她后边走进花园，那个勤务在后边望着我们。我们走到铺沙的车道上时，她说，“你去过哪儿？”

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I walked behind her out into the garden, the orderly looking after us. When we were out on the gravel drive she said, "Where have you been?"

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“我到救护站去了。”

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"I’ve been out on post."

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“你难道不能捎张字条儿给我吗？”

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"You couldn’t have sent me a note?"

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“不行，”我说。“不很方便。当时我以为当天就回来的。”

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"No," I said. "Not very well. I thought I was coming back."

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“你总得通知我一声啊，亲爱的。”

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"You ought to have let me know, darling."

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我们走下车路，在树荫里走着。我抓住她的手，停下了步，吻她。

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We were off the driveway, walking under the trees. I took her hands, then stopped and kissed her.

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“有没有我们可以去的地方？”

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"Isn’t there anywhere we can go?"

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“没有，”她说。“我们只好在这儿散步。你去了好久了。”

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"No," she said. "We have to just walk here. You’ve been away a long time."

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“这是第三天。现在我可回来了。”

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"This is the third day. But I’m back now."

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她望着我：“你是爱我的吧？”

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She looked at me, "And you do love me?"

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“是的。”

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"Yes."

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“你说过你爱我的吧？”

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"You did say you loved me, didn’t you?"

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“是的，”我撒谎。“我爱你。”这话我以前没说过。

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"Yes," I lied. "I love you." I had not said it before.

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“你还叫我凯瑟琳吧？”

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"And you call me Catherine?"

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“凯瑟琳。”

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"Catherine."

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我们走了一会，在一棵树底下停住。

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We walked on a way and were stopped under a tree.

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“说，‘我夜晚回来找凯瑟琳。’”

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"Say, ’I’ve come back to Catherine in the night."

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“我夜晚回来找凯瑟琳。”

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"I’ve come back to Catherine in the night."

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“噢，亲爱的，你是回来了吧？”

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"Oh, darling, you have come back, haven’t you?"

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“回来了。”

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"Yes."

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“我是那么的疼你，疼得难受。你不会离开我吧？”

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"I love you so and it’s been awful. You won’t go away?"

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“不会。我总会回来的。”

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"No. I’ll always come back."

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“噢，我是多么疼爱你。请你再把手放在这儿。”

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"Oh, I love you so. Please put your hand there again."

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“并没有挪开过啊。”我把她扭过来，以便吻她时看得到她的脸，想不到她双眼都是闭着的。我亲一亲她那一对合拢的眼睛，心里想，她大概有点疯疯癫癫吧。就是有点神经也没有关系，我何必计较这个。

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"It’s not been away." I turned her so I could see her face when I kissed her and I saw that her eyes were shut. I kissed both her shut eyes. I thought she was probably a little crazy. It was all right if she was. I did not care what I was getting into.

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这总比每天晚上逛窑子好得多——窑子里的姑娘陪着别的军官们一次次上楼去，每次回来，往你身上一爬，把你的帽舌拉到脑后，便算跟你有特别的交情了。

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This was better than going every evening to the house for officers where the girls climbed all over you and put your cap on backward as a sign of affection between their trips upstairs with brother officers.

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我知道我并不爱凯瑟琳·巴克莱，也没有任何爱她的念头。这是场游戏，就像打桥牌一般，不过不是在玩牌，而是在说话。就像桥牌一般，你得假装你是在赌钱，或是为着什么别的东西在打赌。没有人提起下的赌注究竟是什么。这对我并没有什么不方便。

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I knew I did not love Catherine Barkley nor had any idea of loving her. This was a game, like bridge, in which you said things instead of playing cards. Like bridge you had to pretend you were playing for money or playing for some stakes. Nobody had mentioned what the stakes were. It was all right with me.

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“希望有个什么地方我们可以去，”我说。我正在经历男性站着求爱无法坚持长久的困难。

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"I wish there was some place we could go," I said. I was experiencing the masculine difficulty of making love very long standing up.

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“没地方去啊，”她说。她回话前不晓得在想什么心事。

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"There isn’t any place," she said. She came back from wherever she had been.

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“我们就在这儿坐一会儿吧。”

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"We might sit there just for a little while."

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我们坐在扁平的石制条凳上，我握着凯瑟琳的手。但她不让我用胳臂搂她。

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We sat on the flat stone bench and I held Catherine Barkley’s hand. She would not let me put my arm around her.

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“你很疲乏吗？”她问。

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"Are you very tired?" she asked.

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她低头看着地上的草。

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She looked down at the grass.

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“我们演的这场戏坏透了，可不是吗？”

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"This is a rotten game we play, isn’t it?"

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“什么戏？”

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"What game?"

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“别装傻啦。”

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"Don’t be dull."

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“我倒不是故意装的。”

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"I’m not, on purpose."

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“你是个好人，”她说。“你总算尽你的能力在演。不过这场戏坏透了。”

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"You’re a nice boy," she said. "And you play it as well as you know how. But it’s a rotten game."

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“人家心里的事你总知道的吗？”

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"Do you always know what people think?"

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“那也不一定。不过你一转念头，我总知道。你犯不着假装爱我。晚上这场戏已经演完了。你还有什么别的话要说吗？”

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"Not always. But I do with you. You don’t have to pretend you love me. That’s over for the evening. Is there anything you’d like to talk about?"

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“我可是真心爱你啊。”

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"But I do love you."

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“在不必要的时候你我还是少撒谎吧。今天晚上我已经演了一出小小的好戏，我现在行了。你知道，我并没有神经病，并不发疯。只是有时候稍微有一点点。”

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"Please let’s not lie when we don’t have to. I had a very fine little show and I’m all right now. You see I’m not mad and I’m not gone off. It’s only a little sometimes."

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我紧紧握住她的手：“亲爱的凯瑟琳。”

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I pressed her hand, "Dear Catherine."

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“现在凯瑟琳这个名字听起来好滑稽。你叫这名字的声调并不很一致。不过你的人不错。你是个很好的孩子。”

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"It sounds very funny now--Catherine. You don’t pronounce it very much alike. But you’re very nice. You’re a very good boy."

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“教士也是这么说。”

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"That’s what the priest said."

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“是的，你这人很不错。你再来看我吧？”

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"Yes, you’re very good. And you will come and see me?"

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“当然。”

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"Of course."

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“你也不必说你爱我。这暂且算结束了。”她站起身，伸出手来。“晚安。”

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"And you don’t have to say you love me. That’s all over for a while." She stood up and put out her hand. "Good-night."

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我想要吻她。

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I wanted to kiss her.

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“不，”她说。“我累死了。”

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"No," she said. "I’m awfully tired."

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“不过还得吻吻我，”我说。

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"Kiss me, though," I said.

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“我累死了，亲爱的。”

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"I’m awfully tired, darling."

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“吻我。”

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"Kiss me."

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“你当真这么急吗？”

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"Do you want to very much?"

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“真的。”

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"Yes."

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我们亲嘴，接着她突然挣开了身。“不。晚安，求求你，亲爱的。”我们走到门口，我看着她进去，走进门廊。我喜欢看她走动时的样子。她顺着门廊一直走。我回家去。那天夜里天气热，山峰间军事活动频繁。我望着圣迦伯烈山①上炮火的闪光。

① 圣迦伯烈山在哥里察的东南，控制着卡索高原。

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We kissed and she broke away suddenly. "No. Good-night, please, darling." We walked to the door and I saw her go in and down the hall. I liked to watch her move. She went on down the hall. I went on home. It was a hot night and there was a good deal going on up in the mountains. I watched the flashes on San Gabriele.

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我在玫瑰别墅的前边歇下脚来。百叶窗都已经上了，不过妓院里边好像还很热闹。还有人在唱歌哩。我走回家去。我正在脱衣服的时候，雷那蒂走进来。

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I stopped in front of the Villa Rossa. The shutters were up but it was still going on inside. Somebody was singing. I went on home. Rinaldi came in while I was undressing.

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“啊哈！”他说。“看情形不大妙啊。你这小乖乖，一副为难的脸孔。”

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"Ah, ha!" he said. "It does not go so well. Baby is puzzled."

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“你上哪儿去了？”

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"Where have you been?"

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“玫瑰别墅。很有启发，乖乖。大家都唱了歌。你呢？”

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"At the Villa Rossa. It was very edifying, baby. We all sang. Where have you been?"

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“拜访英国人去了。”

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"Calling on the British."

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“感谢天主，我犯不着跟英国人纠缠在一起了。”

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第6章|Chapter 6

我上前线救护站忙了两天。回来时已经太晚，所以到第三天晚上才去找巴克莱小姐。她不在花园里，我只好在医院办公室里等待她下来。

I was away for two days at the posts. When I got home it was too late and I did not see Miss Barkley until the next evening. She was not in the garden and I had to wait in the office of the hospital until she came down.

但是大理石的半身像，简直就像片坟山。坟山中也有一个好的——在比萨① 的那一个。要看坏的大理石像，最好上热那亚②。这医院本来是某德国大富豪的别墅，这些石像一定花了他不少钱。

But marble busts all looked like a cemetery. There was one fine cemetery though--the one at Pisa. Genoa was the place to see the bad marbles. This had been the villa of a very wealthy German and the busts must have cost him plenty.

我倒想知道雕刻师是谁，他赚了多少钱。我看看那些雕像，不晓得是不是属于一个家族的；可惜雕刻得古典一律。多看也看不出什么名堂来。

I wondered who had done them and how much he got. I tried to make out whether they were members of the family or what; but they were all uniformly classical. You could not tell anything about them.

照规矩我们还得佩带手枪；就是军医和卫生人员也不能例外。我现在就感觉得到手枪正顶在椅背上。并且还得把枪佩带在人家看得见的地方，否则有被捕的可能性。雷那蒂佩着一只手枪皮套，里面装的可尽是大便用的卫生纸。

Also we were required to wear an automatic pistol; even doctors and sanitary officers. I felt it against the back of the chair. You were liable to arrest if you did not have one worn in plain sight. Rinaldi carried a holster stuffed with toilet paper.

我佩带的倒是一支真枪，所以自己大有枪手的感觉，后来试放几下，才知道不行。那是支7.65口径的阿斯特拉牌手枪，枪筒短，开起来跳动得非常厉害，别想打中任何目标。

I wore a real one and felt like a gunman until I practised firing it. It was an Astra 7.65 caliber with a short barrel and it jumped so sharply when you let it off that there was no question of hitting anything.

我现在坐在椅子上，有一个勤务模样的人坐在一张台子后边，不以为然地盯着我，而我则看着大理石地板、摆有雕像的柱子和墙上的壁画，等待巴克莱小姐。壁画还算不错。任何壁画，只要开始剥落，总是行的。

我看见凯瑟琳·巴克莱走下门廊来，便站起身。她朝我走来的时候并不显得怎么高，不过很可爱。

I saw Catherine Barkley coming down the hall, and stood up. She did not seem tall walking toward me but she looked very lovely.

“晚安，亨利先生，”她说。

"Good-evening, Mr. Henry," she said.

“您好！”我说。那个勤务在办公桌后边听着。

"How do you do?" I said. The orderly was listening behind the desk.

“这儿坐坐呢，还是到花园去？”

"Shall we sit here or go out in the garden?"

“还是到外边去溜溜吧。外边阴凉多了。”

"Let’s go out. It’s much cooler."

我跟在她后边走进花园，那个勤务在后边望着我们。我们走到铺沙的车道上时，她说，“你去过哪儿？”

I walked behind her out into the garden, the orderly looking after us. When we were out on the gravel drive she said, "Where have you been?"

“我到救护站去了。”

"I’ve been out on post."

“你难道不能捎张字条儿给我吗？”

"You couldn’t have sent me a note?"

“不行，”我说。“不很方便。当时我以为当天就回来的。”

"No," I said. "Not very well. I thought I was coming back."

“你总得通知我一声啊，亲爱的。”

"You ought to have let me know, darling."

我们走下车路，在树荫里走着。我抓住她的手，停下了步，吻她。

We were off the driveway, walking under the trees. I took her hands, then stopped and kissed her.

“有没有我们可以去的地方？”

"Isn’t there anywhere we can go?"

“没有，”她说。“我们只好在这儿散步。你去了好久了。”

"No," she said. "We have to just walk here. You’ve been away a long time."

“这是第三天。现在我可回来了。”

"This is the third day. But I’m back now."

她望着我：“你是爱我的吧？”

She looked at me, "And you do love me?"

“是的。”

"Yes."

“你说过你爱我的吧？”

"You did say you loved me, didn’t you?"

“是的，”我撒谎。“我爱你。”这话我以前没说过。

"Yes," I lied. "I love you." I had not said it before.

“你还叫我凯瑟琳吧？”

"And you call me Catherine?"

“凯瑟琳。”

"Catherine."

我们走了一会，在一棵树底下停住。

We walked on a way and were stopped under a tree.

“说，‘我夜晚回来找凯瑟琳。’”

"Say, ’I’ve come back to Catherine in the night."

“我夜晚回来找凯瑟琳。”

"I’ve come back to Catherine in the night."

“噢，亲爱的，你是回来了吧？”

"Oh, darling, you have come back, haven’t you?"

“回来了。”

"Yes."

“我是那么的疼你，疼得难受。你不会离开我吧？”

"I love you so and it’s been awful. You won’t go away?"

“不会。我总会回来的。”

"No. I’ll always come back."

“噢，我是多么疼爱你。请你再把手放在这儿。”

"Oh, I love you so. Please put your hand there again."

“并没有挪开过啊。”我把她扭过来，以便吻她时看得到她的脸，想不到她双眼都是闭着的。我亲一亲她那一对合拢的眼睛，心里想，她大概有点疯疯癫癫吧。就是有点神经也没有关系，我何必计较这个。

"It’s not been away." I turned her so I could see her face when I kissed her and I saw that her eyes were shut. I kissed both her shut eyes. I thought she was probably a little crazy. It was all right if she was. I did not care what I was getting into.

这总比每天晚上逛窑子好得多——窑子里的姑娘陪着别的军官们一次次上楼去，每次回来，往你身上一爬，把你的帽舌拉到脑后，便算跟你有特别的交情了。

This was better than going every evening to the house for officers where the girls climbed all over you and put your cap on backward as a sign of affection between their trips upstairs with brother officers.

“希望有个什么地方我们可以去，”我说。我正在经历男性站着求爱无法坚持长久的困难。

"I wish there was some place we could go," I said. I was experiencing the masculine difficulty of making love very long standing up.

“没地方去啊，”她说。她回话前不晓得在想什么心事。

"There isn’t any place," she said. She came back from wherever she had been.

“我们就在这儿坐一会儿吧。”

"We might sit there just for a little while."

我们坐在扁平的石制条凳上，我握着凯瑟琳的手。但她不让我用胳臂搂她。

We sat on the flat stone bench and I held Catherine Barkley’s hand. She would not let me put my arm around her.