通译双语文库:故园风雨后第五章牛津的秋天——和雷克斯·莫特拉姆共进午餐——和博伊·马尔卡斯特共进晚餐——萨姆格拉斯先生——马奇梅因夫人在家里—

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‘IT is typical of Oxford,’ I said, ‘to start the new year in autumn.’

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[p1]鹅卵石路、碎石板路、草坪上……到处撒满了落叶，学院花园里篝火的烟与河上潮湿的雾裹在一处，漫飘过灰色的围墙；

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[p1]Everywhere, on cobble and gravel and lawn, the leaves were falling and in the college gardens the smoke of the bonfires joined the wet river mist, drifting across the grey walls;

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[p2]脚下的石板路黏腻湿滑，四方院子四周的窗棂后面渐次亮起了灯，

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[p2]the flags were oily underfoot and as, one by one, the lamps were lit in the windows round the quad,

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[p3]金色的光弥散开，晕起，身着簇新学袍的新生在暮色苍茫中穿过一道道拱门，一阵阵熟悉的钟声昭示出一年的记忆。

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[p3]the golden lights were diffuse and remote, new figures in new gowns wandered through the twilight under the arches and the familiar bells now spoke of a year’s memories.

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The autumnal mood possessed us both as though the riotous exuberance of June had died with the gillyflowers whose scent at my windows now yielded to the damp leaves, smouldering in a corner of the quad.

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It was the first Sunday evening of term.

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‘I feel precisely one hundred years old,’ said Sebastian.

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He had come up the night before, a day earlier than I, and this was our first meeting since we parted in the taxi.

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‘I’ve had a talking to from Mgr Bell this afternoon. That makes the fourth since I came up - my tutor, the junior dean, Mr Samgrass of All Souls, and now Mgr Bell.’

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‘Who is Mr Samgrass of All Souls?’

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[p1]“我母亲那边的一个什么人罢了。他们都说上年一开始我就起了个很差的头，还说已经有人盯上我了，如果再不注意品行的话，就要给我扫地出门。

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[p1]‘Just someone of mummy’s. They all say that I made a very bad start last year, that I have been noticed, and that if I don’t mend my ways I shall get sent down.

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[p2]可怎么才算品正行端呢？估计加入国家联盟协会就品正行端了，每周再读读《伊西斯》[1]，早上非得在卡德纳咖啡馆喝咖啡不可，抽烟抽大号烟斗，打板球，去‘野猪山’饮茶，到克普尔听讲座，骑脚踏车时车筐里装满笔记本，到了晚上再喝着热可可，认真严肃地讨论性事……

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[p2] How does one mend one’s ways? I suppose one joins the League of Nations Union, and reads the Isis every week, and drinks coffee in the morning at the Cadena café, and smokes a great pipe and plays hockey and goes out to tea on Boar’s Hill and to lectures at Keble, and rides a bicycle with a little tray full of notebooks and drinks cocoa in the evening and discusses sex seriously.

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[p3]嗨，我说查尔斯，上学期到底怎么了？发生什么事了？我怎么会觉得这么苍老。”

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[p3] Oh, Charles, what has happened since last term? I feel so old.’

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‘I feel middle-aged. That is infinitely worse. I believe we have had all the fun we can expect here.’

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We sat silent in the firelight as darkness fell.

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‘Anthony Blanche has gone down.’

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‘Why?’

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‘He wrote to me. Apparently he’s taken a flat in Munich - he has formed an attachment to a policeman there.’

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‘I shall miss him.’

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‘I suppose I shall, too, in a way.’

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We fell silent again and sat so still in the firelight that a man who came in to see me, stood for a moment in the door and then went away thinking the room empty.

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‘This is no way to start a new year,’ said Sebastian; but this sombre October evening seemed to breathe its chill, moist air over the succeeding-weeks. All that term and all that year Sebastian and I lived more and more in the shadows and, like a fetish, hidden first from the missionary and at length forgotten, the toy bear, Aloysius, sat unregarded on the chest-of-drawers in Sebastian’s bedroom.

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There was a change in both of us. We had lost the sense of discovery which had infused the anarchy of our first year. I began to settle down.

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Unexpectedly, I missed my cousin Jasper, who had got his first in Greats and was now cumbrously setting about a life of public mischief in London; I needed him to shock; without that massive presence the college seemed to lack solidity; it no longer provoked and gave point to outrage as it had done in the summer.

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Moreover, I had come back glutted and a little chastened; with the resolve to go slow. Never again would I expose myself to my father’s humour; his whimsical persecution had convinced me, as no rebuke could have done, of the folly of living beyond my means. I had had no talking-to this term; my success in History Previous and a beta minus in one of my Collections papers had put me on easy terms with my tutor which I managed to maintain without undue effort.

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[p1]我和历史学院保持着松散的联系，保证每周写齐两篇论文，不时举行的讲座也过去听听。此外，我在这学年伊始就进了拉斯金艺术学校。

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[p1]I kept a tenuous connection with the History School, wrote my two essays a week, and attended an occasional lecture. Besides this I started my second year by joining the Ruskin School of Art;

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[p2]一周有那么两三个早上，我们约莫有十来个人——其中至少一半是北牛津学生的女儿[2]——聚在阿什莫利恩博物馆古代作品的仿品周围。

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[p2]two or three mornings a week we melt, about a dozen of us - half, at least, the daughters of north Oxford among the casts from the antique at the Ashmolean Museum;

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[p3]一周还有两次在一家茶店楼上的小房间对着裸体模特儿画素描。痛点仅仅在于学校方面严格控制和杜绝夜晚与淫荡有关的一切，所以白天从伦敦请过来给我们做模特儿的年轻姑娘是不被允许留在大学城过夜的；

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[p3]twice a week we drew from the nude in a small room over a teashop; some pains were taken by the authorities to exclude any hint of lubricity on these evenings, and the young woman who sat to us was brought from London for the day and not allowed to reside in the University city;

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[p4]我还记得小房间里离煤油炉近的那面墙是玫瑰红的，另一面墙则斑斑驳驳，就好像被什么抓挠过似的。

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[p4] one flank, that nearer the oil stove, I remember, was always rosy and the other mottled and puckered as though it had been plucked.

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[p5]在那儿，就着煤油灯的气味，我们坐在驴墩上，召唤池瑞欧比[3]隐约可辨的灵魂加持自己的灵感。我画的画一文不名；

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[p5]There, in the smell of the oil lamp, we sat astride the donkey stools and evoked a barely visible wraith of Trilby. My drawings were worthless;

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[p6]在自己房间里煞费苦心临摹出的小作品，有些就被当时的一些朋友保存起来了，可当它们偶然出现在眼前时我就会很窘很窘。

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[p6] in my own rooms I designed elaborate little pastiches, some of which, preserved by friends of the period, come to light occasionally to embarrass me.

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[p1]指导教师是一位和我年纪相仿的男人，对我们怀有一种戒备的敌意；

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[p1]We were instructed by a man of about my age, who treated us with defensive hostility;

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[p2]他穿着很深的蓝衬衫，打着条柠檬黄领带，戴着副玳瑁框架眼镜——其中很大一部分是缘自于此的警诫，我尽力修正了自己的着装风格，直到接近堂兄贾斯珀认为的适合穿着去乡村别墅做客的程度。

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[p2]he wore very dark blue shirts, a lemon-yellow tie, and horn-rimmed glasses, and it was largely by reason of this warning that I modified my own style of dress until it approximated to what my cousin jasper would have thought suitable for country-house visiting.

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[p3]既穿着举止体得，又有着高尚追求热衷于绘画，我摇身一变，俨然一位学院里相当受人尊重的人物。

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[p3]Thus soberly dressed and happily employed I became a fairly respectable member of my college.

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With Sebastian it was different. His year of anarchy had filled a deep, interior need of his, the escape from reality, and as he found himself increasingly hemmed in, where he once felt himself free, he became at times listless and morose, even with me.

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We kept very much to our own company that term, each so much bound up in the other that we did not look elsewhere for friends. My cousin Jasper had told me that it was normal to spend one’s second year shaking off the friends of one’s first, and it happened as he said. Most of my friends were those I had made through Sebastian; together we shed them and made no others. There was no renunciation. At first we seemed to see them as often as ever; we went to parties but gave few of our own.

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I was not concerned to impress the new freshmen who, like their London sisters were here being launched in Society; there were strange faces now at every party and I, who a few months back had been voracious of new acquaintances, now felt surfeited; even our small circle of intimates, so lively in the summer sunshine, seemed dimmed and muted now in the pervading fog, the river-borne twilight that softened and obscured all that year for me.

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Anthony Blanche had taken something away with him when he went; he had locked a door and hung the key on his chain; and all his friends, among whom he had always been a stranger, needed him now.

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The Charity matinée was over, I felt; the impresario had buttoned his astrakhan coat and taken his fee and the disconsolate ladies of the company were without a leader.

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Without him they forgot their cues and garbled their lines; they needed him to ring the curtain up at the right moment; they needed him to direct the lime-lights they needed his whisper in the wings, and his imperious eye on the leader of the band; without him there were no photographers from the weekly press, no prearranged goodwill and expectation of pleasure. No stronger bond held them together than common service; now the gold lace and velvet were packed away and returned to the costumier and the drab uniform of the day put on in its stead.

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For a few happy hours of rehearsal, for a few ecstatic minutes of performance, they had played splendid parts, their own great ancestors, the famous paintings they were thought to resemble; now it was over and in the bleak light of day they must go back to their homes; to the husband who came to London too often, to the lover who lost at cards, and to the child who grew too fast.?

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Anthony Blanche’s set broke up and became a bare dozen lethargic, adolescent Englishmen. Sometimes in later life they would say: ‘Do you remember that extraordinary fellow we used all to know at Oxford - Anthony Blanche? I wonder what became of him.’ They lumbered back into the herd from which they had been so capriciously chosen and grew less and less individually recognizable. The change was not so apparent to them as to us, and they still congregated on occasions in our rooms; but we gave up seeking them.

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[5]牛津当时禁止本科学生去酒吧饮酒。[4]18世纪画家。

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Instead we formed the taste for lower company and spent our evenings, as often as not, in Hogarthian little inns in St Ebb’s and St Clement’s and the streets between the old market and the canal, where we managed to be gay and were, I believe, well liked by the company. The Gardener’s Arms and the Nag’s Head, the Druid’s Head near the theatre, and the Turf in Hell Passage knew us well; but in the last of these we were liable to meet other undergraduates pub-crawling hearties from BNC - and Sebastian became possessed by a kind of phobia, like that which sometimes comes over men in uniform against their own service, so that many an evening was spoilt by their intrusion, and he would leave his glass half empty and turn sulkily back to college.

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It was thus that Lady Marchmain found us when, early in that Michaelmas term, she came for a week to Oxford. She found Sebastian subdued, with all his host of friends reduced to one, myself. She accepted me as Sebastian’s friend and sought to make me hers also, and in doing so, unwittingly struck at the roots of our friendship. That is the single reproach I have to set against her abundant kindness to me.

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Her business in Oxford was with Mr Samgrass of All Souls, who now began to play an increasingly large part in our lives. Lady Marchmain was engaged in making a memorial book for circulation among her friends, about her brother, Ned, the eldest of three legendary heroes all killed between Mons and Passchendaele; he had left a, quantity of papers - poems, letters, speeches, articles; to edit them, even for a restricted circle, needed tact and countless decisions in which the judgement of an adoring sister was liable to err. Acknowledging this, she had sought outside advice, and Mr Samgrass had been found to help her.

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He was a young history don, a short, plump man, dapper in dress, with sparse hair brushed flat on an over-large head, neat hands, small feet, and the general appearance of being too often bathed. His manner was genial and his speech idiosyncratic. We came to know him well.

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It was Mr Samgrass’s particular aptitude to help others with their work, but he was himself the author of several stylish little books. He was a great delver in muniment-rooms and had a sharp nose for the picturesque. Sebastian spoke less than the truth when he described him as ‘someone of mummy’s’; he was someone of almost everyone’s who possessed anything to attract him.

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Mr Samgrass was a genealogist and a legitimist; he loved dispossessed royalty and knew the exact validity of the rival claims of the pretenders to many thrones; he was not a man of religious habit, but he knew more than most Catholics about their Church; he had friends in the Vatican and could talk at length of policy and appointments, saying which contemporary ecclesiastics were in good favour, which in bad, what recent theological hypothesis was suspect, and how this or that Jesuit or Dominican had skated on thin ice or sailed near the wind in his Lenten discourses.

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He had everything except the Faith, and later liked to attend benediction in the chapel of Brideshead and see the ladies of the family with their necks arched in devotion under their black lace mantillas; he loved forgotten scandals in high life and was an expert in putative parentage; he claimed to love the past, but I always felt that he thought all the splendid company, living or dead, with whom he associated slightly absurd; it was Mr Samgrass who was real, the rest were an insubstantial pageant.

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He was the Victorian tourist, solid and patronizing, for whose amusement these foreign things were paraded. And there was something a little too brisk about his literary manners; I suspected the existence of a dictaphone somewhere in his panelled rooms.

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He was with Lady Marchmain when I first met them, and I thought then that she could not have found a greater contrast to herself than this intellectual-on-the-make, nor a better foil to her own charm. It was not her way to make a conspicuous entry into anyone’s life, but towards the end of that week Sebastian said rather sourly: ‘You and mummy seem very thick,’ and I realized that in fact I was being drawn into intimacy by swift, imperceptible stages, for she was impatient of any human relationship that fell short of it. By the time that she left I had promised to spend all next vacation, except Christmas itself, at Brideshead.

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One Monday morning a week or two later I was in Sebastian’s room waiting for him to return from a tutorial, when Julia walked in, followed by a large man whom she introduced as ‘Mr Mottram’ and addressed as ‘Rex’. They were motoring up from a house where they had spent the week-end, they explained. Rex Mottram was warm and confident in a check ulster; Julia cold and rather shy in furs; she made straight for the fire and crouched over it shivering.

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‘We hoped Sebastian might give us luncheon,’ she said. ‘Failing him we can always try Boy Mulcaster, but I somehow thought we should eat better with Sebastian, and we’re very hungry. We’ve been literally starved all the week-end at the Chasms.’

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‘He and Sebastian are both lunching with me. Come too.’

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So, without demur, they joined the party in my rooms, one of the last of the old kind that I gave. Rex Mottram exerted himself to make an impression. He was a handsome fellow with dark hair growing low on his forehead and heavy black eyebrows. He spoke with an engaging Canadian accent.

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One quickly learned all that he wished one to know about him, that he was a lucky man with money, a member of parliament, a gambler, a good fellow; that he played golf regularly with the Prince of Wales and was on easy terms with ‘Max’ and ‘F.E.’ and ‘Gertie’ Lawrence and Augustus John and Carpentier - with anyone, it seemed, who happened to be mentioned. Of the University he said: ‘No, I was never here. It just means you start life three years behind the other fellow.’

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His life, so far as he made it known, began in the war, where he had got a good M.C.? serving with the Canadians and had ended as A.D.C. to a popular general.?

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He cannot have been more than thirty at the time we met him, but he seemed very old to us in Oxford. Julia treated him, as she seemed to treat all the world, with mild disdain, but with an air of possession. During luncheon she sent him to the car for her cigarettes, and once or twice when he was talking very big, she apologized for him, saying: ‘Remember he’s a colonial,’ to which he replied with boisterous laughter.?

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When he had gone I asked who he was.

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‘Oh, just someone of Julia’s,’ said Sebastian.

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[p1]“不惧世俗？”

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[p2]“不惧世俗。”

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[10]指象脚形状的字纸篓。

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第五章 牛津的秋天——和雷克斯·莫特拉姆共进午餐——和博伊·马尔卡斯特共进晚餐——萨姆格拉斯先生——马奇梅因夫人在家里——不合世俗的塞巴斯蒂安

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‘IT is typical of Oxford,’ I said, ‘to start the new year in autumn.’

[p1]鹅卵石路、碎石板路、草坪上……到处撒满了落叶，学院花园里篝火的烟与河上潮湿的雾裹在一处，漫飘过灰色的围墙；

[p1]Everywhere, on cobble and gravel and lawn, the leaves were falling and in the college gardens the smoke of the bonfires joined the wet river mist, drifting across the grey walls;

[p2]脚下的石板路黏腻湿滑，四方院子四周的窗棂后面渐次亮起了灯，

[p2]the flags were oily underfoot and as, one by one, the lamps were lit in the windows round the quad,

[p3]金色的光弥散开，晕起，身着簇新学袍的新生在暮色苍茫中穿过一道道拱门，一阵阵熟悉的钟声昭示出一年的记忆。

[p3]the golden lights were diffuse and remote, new figures in new gowns wandered through the twilight under the arches and the familiar bells now spoke of a year’s memories.

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The autumnal mood possessed us both as though the riotous exuberance of June had died with the gillyflowers whose scent at my windows now yielded to the damp leaves, smouldering in a corner of the quad.

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It was the first Sunday evening of term.

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‘I feel precisely one hundred years old,’ said Sebastian.

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He had come up the night before, a day earlier than I, and this was our first meeting since we parted in the taxi.

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‘I’ve had a talking to from Mgr Bell this afternoon. That makes the fourth since I came up - my tutor, the junior dean, Mr Samgrass of All Souls, and now Mgr Bell.’

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‘Who is Mr Samgrass of All Souls?’

[p1]“我母亲那边的一个什么人罢了。他们都说上年一开始我就起了个很差的头，还说已经有人盯上我了，如果再不注意品行的话，就要给我扫地出门。

[p1]‘Just someone of mummy’s. They all say that I made a very bad start last year, that I have been noticed, and that if I don’t mend my ways I shall get sent down.

[p3]嗨，我说查尔斯，上学期到底怎么了？发生什么事了？我怎么会觉得这么苍老。”

[p3] Oh, Charles, what has happened since last term? I feel so old.’

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‘I feel middle-aged. That is infinitely worse. I believe we have had all the fun we can expect here.’

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We sat silent in the firelight as darkness fell.

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‘Anthony Blanche has gone down.’

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‘Why?’

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‘He wrote to me. Apparently he’s taken a flat in Munich - he has formed an attachment to a policeman there.’

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‘I shall miss him.’

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‘I suppose I shall, too, in a way.’

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We fell silent again and sat so still in the firelight that a man who came in to see me, stood for a moment in the door and then went away thinking the room empty.

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There was a change in both of us. We had lost the sense of discovery which had infused the anarchy of our first year. I began to settle down.

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[p1]我和历史学院保持着松散的联系，保证每周写齐两篇论文，不时举行的讲座也过去听听。此外，我在这学年伊始就进了拉斯金艺术学校。

[p1]I kept a tenuous connection with the History School, wrote my two essays a week, and attended an occasional lecture. Besides this I started my second year by joining the Ruskin School of Art;

[p2]一周有那么两三个早上，我们约莫有十来个人——其中至少一半是北牛津学生的女儿[2]——聚在阿什莫利恩博物馆古代作品的仿品周围。

[p2]two or three mornings a week we melt, about a dozen of us - half, at least, the daughters of north Oxford among the casts from the antique at the Ashmolean Museum;

[p3]一周还有两次在一家茶店楼上的小房间对着裸体模特儿画素描。痛点仅仅在于学校方面严格控制和杜绝夜晚与淫荡有关的一切，所以白天从伦敦请过来给我们做模特儿的年轻姑娘是不被允许留在大学城过夜的；

[p3]twice a week we drew from the nude in a small room over a teashop; some pains were taken by the authorities to exclude any hint of lubricity on these evenings, and the young woman who sat to us was brought from London for the day and not allowed to reside in the University city;

[p4]我还记得小房间里离煤油炉近的那面墙是玫瑰红的，另一面墙则斑斑驳驳，就好像被什么抓挠过似的。

[p4] one flank, that nearer the oil stove, I remember, was always rosy and the other mottled and puckered as though it had been plucked.

[p5]在那儿，就着煤油灯的气味，我们坐在驴墩上，召唤池瑞欧比[3]隐约可辨的灵魂加持自己的灵感。我画的画一文不名；

[p5]There, in the smell of the oil lamp, we sat astride the donkey stools and evoked a barely visible wraith of Trilby. My drawings were worthless;

[p6]在自己房间里煞费苦心临摹出的小作品，有些就被当时的一些朋友保存起来了，可当它们偶然出现在眼前时我就会很窘很窘。

[p6] in my own rooms I designed elaborate little pastiches, some of which, preserved by friends of the period, come to light occasionally to embarrass me.

[p1]指导教师是一位和我年纪相仿的男人，对我们怀有一种戒备的敌意；

[p1]We were instructed by a man of about my age, who treated us with defensive hostility;

[p2]他穿着很深的蓝衬衫，打着条柠檬黄领带，戴着副玳瑁框架眼镜——其中很大一部分是缘自于此的警诫，我尽力修正了自己的着装风格，直到接近堂兄贾斯珀认为的适合穿着去乡村别墅做客的程度。

[p2]he wore very dark blue shirts, a lemon-yellow tie, and horn-rimmed glasses, and it was largely by reason of this warning that I modified my own style of dress until it approximated to what my cousin jasper would have thought suitable for country-house visiting.

[p3]既穿着举止体得，又有着高尚追求热衷于绘画，我摇身一变，俨然一位学院里相当受人尊重的人物。

[p3]Thus soberly dressed and happily employed I became a fairly respectable member of my college.

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With Sebastian it was different. His year of anarchy had filled a deep, interior need of his, the escape from reality, and as he found himself increasingly hemmed in, where he once felt himself free, he became at times listless and morose, even with me.

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Anthony Blanche had taken something away with him when he went; he had locked a door and hung the key on his chain; and all his friends, among whom he had always been a stranger, needed him now.

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The Charity matinée was over, I felt; the impresario had buttoned his astrakhan coat and taken his fee and the disconsolate ladies of the company were without a leader.

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He was a young history don, a short, plump man, dapper in dress, with sparse hair brushed flat on an over-large head, neat hands, small feet, and the general appearance of being too often bathed. His manner was genial and his speech idiosyncratic. We came to know him well.

第五章牛津的秋天——和雷克斯·莫特拉姆共进午餐——和博伊·马尔卡斯特共进晚餐——萨姆格拉斯先生——马奇梅因夫人在家里——不合世俗的塞巴斯蒂安